Sunday, March 8, 2009

Crazy Ass Ramblings

So it's been a little while since I posted. Frankly, the thing is, life pretty much throws things at you that you don't expect. Depression has taken quite a hold of me and posting happy thoughts and cooking up new foods are not high on my list of priorities.

I have been using all my energy to fake my way through the day. I have to put on the normal, happy mom face for the kids and the schools. I have no energy left for it once the kids are in bed or I have 5 minutes to myself. I am absolutely exhausted and cannot fake it more than necessary.

So, to the wonderful people who do read my blog, I apologize that I have nothing left to give after giving all day. Hopefully the cycle will end soon and I can get back to my cooking and baking and posting.

1 comment:

George said...

Depression sucks. We all deal with our demons in life. I always worry that my kids will be affected by my issues. No matter what I do, I'm sure they are affected and will continue to be. All I can do is love them unconditionally and hope that they are truly happy. The love is easy, but the happy part is a tall order to fill. My point is that you should make sure to find happiness in your relationship and time with your kids and husband, and hopefully it will help you feel better about yourself.

Besides... you're bipolar, so when there's a "down" an "up" is sure to follow. Ok, maybe that's not so comforting-lol.